I'm making new things again. Varsity
is out for the year, I'm meant to be g
lad but my whole life is disintegrating
and here I am, making new things. It
's all I can do to keep breathing. All t
hat scares me is that after such a pro
longued period of numbness it's going
to be difficult to regain feeling. The ju
ry's still out on whether or not I want
to. It just feels like you've gone hom
e for the holidays and taken every an
chor that kept me here with you. Giv
e them back. I need them more than
you do.
"I still recall the taste of your tears
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
Scraping through my head till I don't want to sleep anymore
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing and I'm starting to scare myself
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I just want something
I just want something I can never have
You always were the one to show me how
Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now
This thing is slowly taking me apart
Grey would be the color if I had a heart
Come on tell me
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing and I'm starting to scare myself
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I just want something
I just want something I can never have
In this place it seems like such a shame
Though it all looks different now, I know it's still the same
Everywhere I look you're all I see
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be
Come on tell me
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing and I'm starting to scare myself
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I just want something
I just want something I can never have
I just want something I can never have"